6 week Detox--->Think I can do it?

Now I know I've been away for awhile....OK since summer but I'm back.
Ive decided to put myself through a 6 week detox from Mary Jane.

Those of you who are familiar with me understand my addiction, and I say addiction now and not then because then I was not but now I am get it?

Just Jivin'! Truth is unlike those naive people in the world who believe they have control over every single detail in their lives..understand the truth. Sometime you do things and enjoy them so much that you continue to do them, thereby forming an addiction. I do not like anything or anything other than the lord almighty to have control of me, so I'm kicking this habit.

To all my smoker friends: I in now way judge you or posess any negativity towards smoking weed, on the contrary, I believe it has allowed me to move on from other areas of my life (such as relationships,) where I was too blind to see, not that weed made me see, but it sure as hell made me care less about him and his drama. I just feel that I'm in a stage in my life where I have a lot of big decisions to make and weed cannot be an influencing factor.

*This will not be easy, in fact it may be painful to watch or listen to if you have the pleasure of speaking with me on the phone.

* I have no idea how I'm going to get through this.

*This is not a joke, I'm seriously addicted.

As of right now it is 9am, and I have officially started my 6 weeks stint. I normally smoke a J in the morning, as a sign to all the subway takers that I do not feel the need to acknowledge them, however this morning sadly I noticed all 900 of them in their Canada goose and UGGs.

I'm not feeling mad or depressed yet, honestly I don't think reality has set in just about yet.
I guess the biggest challenge will be going home and hiding the rest of it until the six weeks is over.

Catch y'all on the flip side....YA DIG!